I am....

i am trying to catch you but i only able to grab your shadow...
i am trying to talk to you, but i only able to whisper it through the wind...
i am trying to hold you, but i merely touch you....
i am trying to let you go, but i cannot afford to lose you....
how much i am trying i still cannot have you....
i will not give up, but, it seems difficult for me....
at last, i just let you step away from my sight even my heart hurts see you are leaving...
thus, i always pray that it was the best decision that i have ever made by letting you walk away..
i am showing my love towards you by letting you happy...
if you ever realized it...
u may say that i can hold you tight, talk out loud...
but i was too afraid of hurting you,.....