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Sometimes i thought i am a child...
A child who is pure and innocent...
A child who does not has to worry about the life...
A child who does not need to think before act...
A child who always been protected by his family..
A child who is free from sin...
A child who is attributed to a white clothe..
A child who can enter the paradise even though he commits a sin...
A child who is never been alone...
A child whose life is full with joy..
A child whose life is still young....

However, by having a thought that i am a child,

I always do a mistakes,

I always disobey His commands,

I always forget about Him,

I always follow my desires,

I always think that i am innocent,

I rarely think before i act,

I always looking for fun,

I always doing something that pleased me although it is bad,

I always hanging around with my friends,

I always think that my life just started......

Sometimes i thought that i am a man...
A man who is able to make a right decision,
A man who can differentiate between good as opposed to bad,
A man who can live on my own,
A man who is prudent in every situations,
A man who can abstain himself from commits sins,
A man whose possessed an extensive knowledge,
A man who can be considered as a leader,
A man whose others can rely on,
A man who is responsible....

In consequences of having the thought that i am a man,

I am usually acted like I am the one who always do the right things.

I am usually proud of myself...

I am usually denies other's opinions...

I am usually left alone...

I am usually become selfish..

I am usually got angry...

I am usually devoured by hatred...

I am usually easy to fall into the traps of Satans..

I am usually forget about Him...

I am usually do not rely on Him...

I am usually do mischief...

Finally, i realized the truth of me....

I just an ordinary human who are always demanding...

A child who are always looking for enjoyment...

A man who are arrogant....

I just a man who are absent-mindedness...

Ya Allah....
please guide me....
please give me ur guidance...
please forgive me,my family and all the muslims...


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lau ada kesalahan grammar n asa need to be changed,just let me know...aku bukan pandai sngat pon...hahahahahaha...dan sebenarnya, dekat2 last aku dah ilang idea n x eti nak tulis...hahhahaha...lau x ada g sambungan sometimes i thought i am an old man...hahaahaha