The 4th Annual Malaysian Student Leaders Summit

Assalammualaikum…….

First and foremost, Alhamdulillah, only He the One deserves all the praises….. Today is the day I have been waiting for….hehehehehehe….

The 4^th Annual Malaysian Student Leaders Summit (MSLS 2010) with the theme "Our Malaysia, Charting the Way Forward"…

Date: 31 July and 1 August 2010….

Venue: Hotel Nikko Kuala Lumpur…

This conference is held annually starting the year 2007 as their first moved…. This conference is organized by United Kingdom and Eire Council (UKEC)….. I don't know much about this organization..hehehhehe… I attended this conference because I got the invitation from my friend, Arif Azlan a.k.a Pak Jin through facebook…. When I read the message that was sent to me, I am kind of interested about the issues addresses by them…. Moreover, the speakers are quite famous such as Deputy Prime Minister, Tengku Razaleigh Hamzah, Prof Dr Danny Quah and so forth. So, I just follow the link and registered online…. I was making a decision without having second thought on it…hahhahaha… Kinda crazy coz I do not really know where is the heck Hotel Nikko is… After done with registration, I called Pak Jin and asked him about the conference coz he was one of the committee members. I asked him all the details and then I started to worry about many things…. I was little bit worried how to go there and am I able to go there alone????? Coz I do not know who else are going there…I just registered because I really wanna go there and I completely aware that I was alone at that time… I talked to myself and told myself that "if you wanna seek knowledge just go, even you are alone"…. That was the quotes that I addressed to motivate myself….. I am completely aware that I will feel kinda lonely there….. But I do not really care coz my aims or my objective is to gain some useful information….

Previously, I did post my status that I wanna go somewhere and I really wanna go there… of course la I kept the place as secret coz I don't want people to know it coz I am not sure whether I am able to be there or not….. Soon, I found out that my classmate, the ex-president of MRC also attending the conference… Alhamdulillah. At last I found a fren..hahahha…. However, there were still some problems that were not solved and it likes killing me… Make me felt so depressed…. The problems were, I do not have tie and jacket….. I took a lot of time asking the opinion from gurl about the tie… Which one is matching with my shirt…. I thought of buying a tie, but because too busy with meeting and other things I could not have time t go buy a tie… Em, I am currently holding the position of Secretary in MRC… Quite a though tasks for me…. Even I was unable to buy a tie, and Alhamdulillah coz He gives me an inspiration to borrow it from Redza….hahahahahha… Then, problem solved…. I got two ties, one is light yellow( kuning cair) to be matched with my cream shirt…..em, the shirt not really cream, but it looks like cream..hahahahaha….. Then, the other one is brown…perfect…coz I am going to match it with my brown shirt….heheheheehe…. Last night, I went to Afiq's room and borrow his jacket….. Thanks guy coz lending me that stuffs.

Em, actually I wanna write about first day at MSLS, but, I am not feeling well rite now…. My head kinda dizzy coz I was running in the rain (I don't know whether the language I use is suitable or not…if u wanna comment or correct me, I would love to accept…hehehhee…or better I say that saya lari tengah hujan petang tadi lepas "habis conference" tu….)…. Em, "habis conference" tu doesn't mean that the conference has ended but I and hafiq really tired and do not want to continue listening anymore…. So we decided to angkat kaki dulu…hahahahhaaha……hehehehehe…. I am still searching for a camera because I wanna take a picture, but, there is none available for me…which means, I gonna write about MSLS without a picture la..hahahahaha… Sorry…

Ethics

Mohd Hafizullah B Abu Bakar

Section 19

The Importance and Significance of Ethics.

Ethics can be defined as a process of systematizing, defending, and recommending concepts of right and wrong behavior. The term ethics and morality are closely related. It is now common to refer to ethical judgments or to ethical principles where it once would have been more accurate to speak of moral judgments or moral principles. These applications are an extension of the meaning of ethics. Ethics is traditionally subdivided into normative ethics, metaethics, and applied ethics. Normative ethics seeks to establish norms or standards of conduct; a crucial question in this field is whether actions are to be judged right or wrong based on their consequences or based on their conformity to some moral rule, such as “Do not tell a lie.” Theories that adopt the former basis of judgment are called consequentialist ; those that adopt the latter are known as deontological. Metaethics is concerned with the nature of ethical judgments and theories. Since the beginning of the 20th century, much work in metaethics has focused on the logical and semantic aspects of moral language. Some major metaethical theories are naturalism intuitionism, emotivism and prescriptivism. Applied ethics, as the name implies, consists of the application of normative ethical theories to practical moral problems (e.g., abortion). Among the major fields of applied ethics are bioethics, business ethics, legal ethics, and medical ethics. [1] This is the view from western perspective.

Whereas, Islam defined ethics the set of moral principles that refers to the rightness or wrongness of the decisions and behaviors of individuals and the organizations of which they are part. In general, it can be defined as the system of rules governing the ordering of values .It is a normative field because it prescribes what one should do or abstain from doing. Within an Islamic context, the term most closely related to ethics in the Qur’an is khuluq. It also the study of moral standards which is the process of examining the moral standards of a person or society to determine whether these standards are reasonable or unreasonable in order to apply them to concrete situations and issues. Ethics has a twofold objective it evaluates human practices by calling upon moral standards, also it may give prescriptive advice on how to act morally in a given situation.

Therefore, aims to study both moral and immoral behavior in order to make well-founded judgments and to arrive at adequate recommendations. From the Islamic context, the dimensions of ethics are numerous, far-reaching and comprehensive. Ethical system in Islam derived from the teachings of the Qur an and from the Sunnah (i.e. recorded saying and behavior of Prophet Muhammad, peace be upon him). Islamic ethics deals with all aspects of human life. It deals with relationships between man and Allah, man and his fellowmen man and other elements and creatures of the universe, and man his innermost self (Hanafi & Sallam, 1997).

Furthermore, Islam considers ethics as an offshoot of imam or a Muslim belief system, and it emerges from the Islamic worldview of human life. In addition, Ethics is as our behavior. Behavior is a set of Islamic moral values, which have been prescribed fundamentally in the Quran and implemented by Prophet Muhammad (p.b.u.h) during his life. [2]

There are some similarities and differences in ethics from Islamic and western point of view. The most crucial difference to take into the consideration is the sources of how ethics is derived. From my simple analysis, I found that, the western derives ethics from their own reasoning that is they deduce ethics from their daily experiences, their thought, and their response towards something. They accept everything that seems logic and acceptable to them as long as they are pleased with it. Their action sometimes provides the false information because we know that mind sometimes tell lies. However, in Islamic perspective, ethics is derived from Al-Quran and Sunnah of our beloved Prophet, Muhammad S.A.W., the true or genuine sources which we should look up for every matters. Ethics which derived from these two sources are completely free from a lies. It means ethics in Islam is the beautiful manner that should be practiced by everyone because it will make sure the presence of justice in every situations and everyone will be pleased with the manner. As we know, Al-Quran itself has the unimaginable beauty which we cannot interpret. The guidelines of how human should behave have been explained in the Quran for a long time ago. Then Allah send the Prophet Muhammad to show the beauty of His guidelines as mentioned in His Book as mentioned in Surah Al-Qalam verse no 4:

And thou (standest) on an exalted standard of character.

The morals, manners and conduct of the Last Messenger of Allah, Sall Allahu alaihi wa Aalihi wa Sallim, were perfected by Almighty Allah—who taught him, with a view to educate mankind. According to Hazrat Abu Huraira, the Holy Messenger, Sall Allahu alaihi wa Aalihi wa Sallim, had said, "I have been sent as a Messenger in order to perfect the morals and conduct of mankind." [3]

The importance of being ethical in Islam is very crucial. From my own opinion, I notice that today people are not following the guidelines of conduct which have been taught by our Prophet. Nowadays, people are concern about material and neglect the virtue on their daily life or briefly said, they are being unethical in Islamic point of view, but for them, it is ethical because they evaluate from western point of view. As a result of lack of ethics or social manners, many social problems have arises such as racing, murder, blackmail, the way of dressing and so forth. To overcome this kind of problems, we need to instill or inculcate our new generation with the right social conduct which is in line with Shariah.

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[1] http://www.britannica.com/EBchecked/topic/194023/ethics

[2] http://www.scribd.com/doc/29512423/Ethics-From-Islamic-Prespective

[3] http://www.ummah.net/Al_adaab/sheikh/Adab_and_Ikhlaq.html

p/s: rasanya tak berapa lengkap sangat kerana saya tak sempat baca banyak....because of time constrain, i could not provide much of my thought and information about this topic...

Jangan Buat Saya jadi Pembenci......

assalammualaikum.....

post kali ni sebab saya rasa amat la geram dan marah dan amat benci sangat2....bukan jenis saya nak marah dan benci orang....saya tak suka sifat macam tu..tapi saya masih lagi seorang manusia....ada lagi sifat amarah tu...

hari ni masa saya tengah jaga booth and buka facebook coz boring...lantas terbaca la sesuatu kat wall kakak saya...(WANI (CAHAYA KEGEMBIRAAN PEMBERIANKU): Wei, ko buat fitnah kate bini aku pegi pub kan!!!! Wei, bukan pub la bodoh, itu karaoke centre, aku yg hantar die lah kat Bangsar tu...Aku pun join member2 aku gi karaoke..Ko dah buat hal, campur urusan umah tangga aku...Sekarang biar aku dedahkan identiti ko pulak yg ko ni anak luar nikah!!!! Tak percaya gi tanya babak kesayangan hang tu....Mcm baik sgt!)....

sapa tak marah dan tak benci dengan orang tu.....saya tahu bukan tuan punya facebook tu yang tulis....tapi orang yang berdendam dengan family kami.....or beter dikatakan bini kepada pak menakan saya yang belajar agama tapi x faham tentang agama......dah lama dah benda ni....saya ingat ka masa bini dia balik kampung and minta maaf tu kira dah ok dah...rupanya bini dia ada agenda lain....sedangkan memang ada gambar bini dia g tempat macam tu pun.....

banyak yang ditulis oleh bini dia tu dalam facebook pak cik saya ni hanya untuk menjatuhkan keluarga kami.....hum...manusia...luar nampak baik...dalam macam syaitan...padahal saya ada jadi fren dalam facebook pak cik saya tu....kalau fikir logik, kenapa dia juz kata macam tu kat kak saya??????

sedangkan dia tahu saya jadi fren dia...kenapa x kata kat saya juga????bini dia ja yang tak tau facebook saya coz dia x kenal saya dan saya x suka bini dia....bini dia tak tahu sangat tentang saya coz saya jarang berada di rumah masa dia mula2 kahwin dulu.....dan saya tak akan halalkan duit yang bini dia pinjam dari saya selama ni....selama ni saya buat tak kisah ja coz fikir adik beradik.....buat apa nak berkira....sekarang, saya tak halal dan tak maafkan apa yang telah dia(bini pak cik) telah buat kat kami.......

orang seperti kamu x layak untuk menjadi seorang peguam kalau kamu sendiri yang melanggar undang2....kamu belajar shariah....tapi kamu masih tak faham undang2 syariah.....kamu belajar syariah tapi hanya untuk mencari kekayaan....yang memalukan lagi, keluarga kamu tu semuanya macam beragama...tapi hanya agama berlandaskan nafsu...bukan akal...buta hati....kamu bekas pelajar KISAS....tapi otak kamu?????ingatlah kamu wahai perempuan yang sial.....sesungguhnya, balasan Allah menanti kamu....sesungguhnya hanya waktu yang akan menentukan segala kebenaran.....kebenaran pasti terbongkar....

kamu pelajar undang2...semua undang2 berada dalam kepala kamu dan kamu mulai memanipulasikan undang2 itu??????kejam sungguh kamu..macam mana kamu boleh menjadi seorang peguam?????kamu memang sial......ingatlah kamu yang kesalahan kamu itu amatlah besar...kesalahan yang kaum keluarga kami saja yang tahu....aku doakan kamu mendapat balasan yang setimpal.....

sudah lama benda ni berlaku dan saya cuba rahsiakan...tapi sekarang saya memang marah sangat2.....harap Allah membalas segala kejahatan kamu.....jikalau Allah merasakan kamu perlu dibalas di dunia, kamu bernasib baik...sebab saya mendoakan kamu mendapat balasan di neraka....

seperti yang telah saya katakan tentang diri saya..saya bukan lah baik dan saya bukan lah jahat.....saya manusia......bukan nabi.....ada ketikanya saya marah dan ada ketika nya saya ok....banyak lagi yang bini dia kata dekat family kami....bagi orang yang kenal saya, kamu tahu saya macam mana...saya bukan suka gaduh2....Ya Allah...maafkan aku....andai kata2 aku ini amatlah buruk sekali....hanya Engkau tempat ku memohon kemaafan....hanya Engkau yang paling ku takuti....andai blog aku ini dibaca oleh isteri dia dan banyak fitnah yang bakal menimpa aku, aku mohon padaMu agar Engkau tetapkan lah hati ku dengan Al-Quran dan Sunnah Rasul Mu......sesungguhnya, hanya dua benda ini yang menjadi pemandu ku di dunia ini....

aku tahu aku seperti mengaibkan orang...tapi, aku tak tahu nak buat macam mana lagi......aku cuma tahu meluahkan kesakitan ku melalui tulisan....Ya Allah....aku mohon pelindung Mu.....jangan pesongkan aku dari jalan yang benar seperti mana yang telah berlaku ke atas perempuan itu.......Ya Allah...andai Engkau rasa perempuan itu layak diberi keampunan, lembutkan lah hatinya untuk berubah dan lembutkan lah hati kami untuk menerimanya....tapi andai kata tiada lagi peluang dari Mu untuk perempuan itu, aku berdoa agar hukuman berat menantinya......Ya Allah....Engkau sahaja yang memiliki dan mampu mengubah hati2 hambaMu.....aku berserah segalanya padaMu....kerana Engkau adalah hakim yang adil....Tiada satu pun di langit dan di bumi yang mampu berlindung dari kekuasaanMu...sesungguhnya kami tidak mempunyai kuasa untuk melawan Mu....tetapkanlah hatiku dengan Al-Quran dan Sunnah Rasul Mu Ya Allah....Amin....

moga keluargaku sentiasa selamat...

i bought ...................

Assalammualaikum........

hehehehehhe...hari ni hari first ict fair di UIA...bertempat di CAC......lepas ja habis kelas Fiqh for Economist, ajak la fakhrurazi ni pi sana......masa lunch time tu...hahahahah...sebab saya puasa hari ni, x kisah sangat..hehehhehehe

sampai sana, tengok-tengok la mouse, skin dan lain2....tapi sebab kurang budget or lebih beter dikatakan saya tak ada duit dalam dompet tadi, so saya juz tengok2 ja....hehehhehehehe...lepas puas tengok2 tu, tengok jam dah dekat pukul 1.20....ajak la krul ni kuar....g solat...coz ada klas lak lepas tu.....

sebelum keluar tu, saya tengok-tengok la buku dekat situ and terpandang sebuah buku yang bertajuk "Quranic Law of Attraction"......lantas, pinjam la 10 ringgit dekat krul ni coz ada 5 ringgit ja....buku tu harga dia 13.90....huhuhuhu...Alhamdulillah la coz dapat juga beli buku tu.....hehehheehehehehe....

lagipun, kelmarin, kelas macroeconomic postponed and spent masa sembang dengan Amir mukhri.....my classmate and my friend.....banyak la sembang dengan dia....sampai la dia tanya saya tentang law of attraction.....saya cakap la, saya tahu sikit2 ja...coz x baca sangat tentang tu....lepas tu, masa nak balik bilik, saya memang fikir pun nanti saya nak cuba tulis tentang law of attraction tu.....

dan, harini Allah tolong saya dengan menunjukkan buku tu...dan dari perspektif Islam pula...memang seronok la sikit..hehehhehe..nanti saya boleh compare..tapi, risau juga coz saya banyak assignment dan banyak nak kena membaca.....hehehhehe...saya akan cuba juga untuk luangkan masa dekat buku ni....moga Allah sentiasa menolong saya...Amin.....

To Her

I am the one who has nothing.....
I am the one who lives alone.....
I love you and I need you....
I equal nothing..
I do not possess what I can give
You
But I do love you...
I am the one who has no soul....
I am the one who has no heart....
Heart and soul are completely
Yours....
I love you and I need you.....

taken from book by Aladdin Assaiqeli.... Title : On My Way Back...

p/s....this poem is not about my feeling or what ever....saya terbaca tentang poem ni masa tunggu giliran nak masuk interview and menarik hati...saya rasa saya nak simpan poem ni...sebab tu saya tulis dekat blog...jangan fikir apa2 ek...

Kelas, Meeting dan Interview....

assalammualaikum....

em, malam ni agak la tak teratur coz petang ni tiba2 dapat message ada meeting....pastu dapat interview untuk MRC= mahallah representative council and at da same time ada kelas Ungs...huhuhuhuhu..tapi, kelas la my priority..hahahhaha

pergi kelas yang amat happening tu sampai pukul 10.15...lepas tu hantar message kat member tanya boleh g interview lagi tak, dia cakap boleh...agak rushing la kuar dari kelas tu...hahahhaha...gelojoh betul saya.....sampai dekat mahallah office, relax la dalam 20 minit then masuk interview...masa masuk interview ni ada la juga kena dengan ustaz jamsuri ni...hahahahaha...tiba2 dia cakap pasal syiah masa kem kat ulu yam tu..salah saya juga...yang saya mula pi cakap tentang ahluss sunnah tu buat apa..hahahhaha...tapi, last skali dapat la jawab soalan dia....tapi sayangnya tak dapat ingat sanad ngan matan hadis Rasullullah yang mengatakan hanya Ahluss sunnah ja masuk syurga....

banyak juga la ustaz tanya....speaking lak macam apa ntah...main bantai ja..hahahahha...kalau la saya dapat jadi MRC, mesti sibuk kan kehidupan saya....huhuhuhuhuhu..saya dah la tak pandai manage masa...nampak gayanya, lepas ni saya kena belajar allocate masa la...huhuhuhuhu..tak sukanya saya.....apa2 pon harap Allah sentiasa menolong saya...Amin.....

MALIC

assalammualaikum......

post kali ni tentang MALIC= Mahallah Ali Leadership Camp on 23 until 25.......hehheehehehehe....buat dekat Amberstone Resort...dekat Ulu Yam start dari 24 ngan 25.....23 tu buat kat UIA..hehehehehehe....um, actually tak ada niat pun nak join coz dah bagi nama nak join Adobe Photoshop Workshop....tapi ntah macam mana ikut juga...hahahhaha..isi borang pukul 2 pagi....

sampai dekat Ulu Yam tu dalam pukul 12 tengahari la..huhuhuhu..kena jalan kaki dalam setengah jam coz bas tak boleh masuk.....sampai2 tu makan dulu, lepas tu g jungle trekking....bez jungle trekking tu....leh mandi air terjun..hahahahha.....pas habis jungle trekking tu, ada la main2 jap...memang totally fun la...

masa dekat sana, time maghrib tu, ada la tengok golongan orang ni ssembahyang..memang pelik la juga cara diorang tu...pastu, bincang2 kawan cakap golongan Syiah....lepas habis bincang tu, terus prepare for cultural night....that night was awesome...group saya buat sketsa tentang Khalifah Umar..memang asa nak pecah perut tengok lakonan Syahid ngan Mohad....lawak gila....saya x took part pon coz saya jadi story teller ja...memang malam tu bez la....coz semua participant laki, so x segan sangat..hahahaha....

besoknya, masa lepas breakfast, nampak la ada buku percuma....golongan syiah tu bagi...so, saya ambik la...tujuan saya ambik tu bukan sebab saya nak mendalami syiah....tapi, nak cuba study tentang diorang..Insya Allah la...saya harap sangat ada masa nak study tentang tu..lagipun saya pernah baca dalam satu buku tentang hadith nabi yang mengatakan hanya Ahlus Sunnah ja masuk syurga....memang saya doakan iman saya tetap di landasan Ahlus Sunnah....

saja ja nak menulis serba ringkas coz i am kinda busy..asgmnt x buat lagi...hehehehehe....and semalam check emel and Alhamdulillah coz artikel yang saya hantar kat iluvislam tu dah di published...semoga banyak orang mampu paham apa yang saya nak sampaikan....tajuk artikel tu adalah keindahan sepohon pokok....saya ada juga tulis kat dalam fb ngan blog ni....hehehehhee

Minta Maaf....

em, post kali ni bertujuan nak meluahkan perasaan saya.....saya nak minta maaf...saya kadang2 tak tepati janji...huhuhuhuhu...actually, hari ahad ni that is besok, saya ada nak g workshop......pastu malam nak cuba ajar amin sikit2.....ahad ni workshop pukul 8 sampai 5 petang....memang saya nak pergi sangat workshop tu...tapi, saya asa bersalah kat person yang saya bagi nama tu...saya minta maaf awak....saya nak pergi tapi saya terpaksa batalkan.....coz malam tadi, 24 julai, pukul 2 pagi, ada member ajak pi camp...and lepas fikir2, saya decide nak pergi camp tu....saya minta maaf sangat2 ya....

malam tu lak, saya ada janji nak ajar amin, tapi rasanya mungkin x boleh juga..tapi saya akan cuba la...saya minta maaf amin....coz mungkin x dapat tolong....sorry....rasanya, minggu depan saya mungkin akan ada kuiz juga....dengan my assigment yang x siap lagi...huhuhuuhuuh..salah diri juga...coz before ni keja main game ja..and i think i would spend my saturday ni ngan buat keja sikit..tapi,huhuhuhuhuhuhu.....saya hanya mampu merancang...Allah jua yang menentukan.....

saya minta maaf ek...sorry....x berniat pun nak mungkiri janji....sorry....

Shirk and Kufr (Syirik Dan Kafir)

Alhamdulillah…..All the praise belongs to Allah. This one of my notes, which is about Shirk and Kufr…..

Shirk means partnership, sharing or associating Allah with others. Imam Al- Ghazali clarify that Shirk is an opponent to sincerity. Sincerity is free from other things while, Shirk likely to be mixed with other and thus make it lost its originality. Shirk is the gravest sin that can be ever committed by a human being and this sin cannot be forgiven. Allah says in the Holy Quran:

"Allah forgives not associating other with Him, but, He forgives whom He pleases other sins than this. One who associates others with Him has strayed far, far away" (Surah An-Nisa verse 116)

HISTORY OF SHIRK

The history of Shirk started with the idolatry in the ancient time. According to Abu Munzir Hisyam Al-Kalbi, Shirk came from worship of idols after the death of Adam a.s. The descendant of Adam from Bani Syit bin Adam a.s was placed Adam's body at the place where he step first when thrown to earth. Adam's body was honoured and remembered by his descendants at that time. Then one of Bani Qabil descendant said to his people, "O Bani Qabil! There is a place that is sacred for Bani Syit but for you there is none". So they started to create an idol. The idol at that time purposefully to remember and honour Adam, then, as time moves forward, the purpose has changed to the worship and they forget who should be worshipped.

CATEGORIES OF SHIRK

Muslims scholars have categorized Shirk into three portion namely, Shirk in Rububiyah, Shirk in Al- Asmaa' was Sifat and Shirk in Al-Ibadah.

Shirk Al Rububiyah is divided into types:

• Shirk by Association
  
• Shirk by Negation
  

Shirk by Association is the shirk emerges because certain people believe that they are other gods or other ultimate power who are manage this universe beside Allah. In other word they do not believe that this entire universe is controlled by Allah the only one God, and they assume that some powers or supreme Beings helped to control the universe. As example, the Christianity believe that Jesus and Holy Spirit are God's partner in all of His Dominion, in their belief, that Jesus alone pronounces judgement on the world and in their belief, the Christians are helped and guided by the Holy Spirit.

Shirk by Negation is shirk whish deny the existence of God either explicitly or implicitly. This means that in some cases, God's existence is completely denied is stated, while in other cases, His existences is claimed but the way in which He is claimed denies His existences like pantheism: the belief God is present in all nature. The examples of this shirk are one is from Karl Marx, who claimed that the origin of everything in existence is matter in motion. For him, God is man's imagination created by the ruling classes. In this case, God's non-existence is stated (Atheism). In other cases, that is pantheism, is found among some Sufi Muslims like Ibn Arab, who claimed that only Allah exist (All is Allah and All is Allah). We cannot imagine a God and give Him names and attributes like that. Allah must be referred to according to how He described Himself or how His Prophet has described Him.

"There is nothing likes Him and He is hearer and sees of all" (Surah Asy-Shura verse 11)

Secondly, Shirk in Asma Wa Sifat include both the common pagan practice of giving Allah the attributes of His creation like human qualities like eating, drinking, marriage, being injustice and etc. Other than that, the act of giving a created beings Allah's names and attributes like the ancient Arabs used to worship idols whose names were derived from the names of Allah such as their main three idols:

1. Al-Lat taken from Allah names al- Elah
   
2. Al-Uzza taken from Allah names Al-Aziz
   
3. Al-manat taken from Allah names Al-Mannan.
   

When you make the similarity between names and attributes of Allah to created being or things is fall under shirk by deification, while, when Allah is given the forms and qualities of human beings and animal is a shirk by humanization.

Thirdly is about Shirk in Al-Ibadah which means the act of worship are directed to other than Allah even though they believe that Allah is the Creator, who gives all sustenance and control the universe. In this category of Shirk, it has two main aspects: Shirk Al-Akhbar and Shirk Al-Asghar. Muslim scholars have view the Shirk Al-Akhbar into four division namely, Shirk in Desire, Assistance and Dua, Shirk in Intentions, Shirk of Loyalty and Shirk of Affections.

Shirk in Desire, Assistance and Dua is about man's attitudes that are changeable. Allah says in Surah Al-Ankabut verse no 65:

"Now, if they embark on a boat, they call on Allah, making their devotion sincerely to Him, but when He has delivered them safely to land, behold, they give a share (of their worship to others)!

In this verse, it is explained about the attitude of musyrik people. Their heart always changes. When they are in pleasant time, they give all their heart to the things they loved most, but when there are a disaster happened, they devote their heart to Allah asking for help. According to the scholar, this type of Shirk happens because certain people may say that, "Because of Allah and our leader, we are survived". In this situation, their grateful is divided to two, as for Allah and their leader.

Shirk in intentions about the behavior of the ingratitude whom practice the worship in order to satisfy their worldly desire as mentioned in Surah Hud verses 15 and 16:

"Those who desire the life of the present and its glitter,- to them we shall pay (the price of) their deeds therein,- without diminution. They are those for whom there is nothing in the Hereafter but the Fire: vain are the designs they frame therein, and of no effect and the deeds that they do!"

Shirk of Loyalty is happens when people are too loyal to others than Allah as mentioned in Surah At-Taubah verse 31:

"They take their priests and their anchorites to be their lords in derogation of Allah, and (they take as their Lord) Christ the son of Mary; yet they were commanded to worship but One Allah. there is no god but He. Praise and glory to Him: (Far is He) from having the partners they associate (with Him)."

Then, Shirk of Affections as explained in Surah Al-Baqarah verse 165:

"Yet there are men who take (for worship) others besides Allah, as equal (with Allah.: They love them as they should love Allah. But those of Faith are overflowing in their love for Allah. If only the unrighteous could see, behold, they would see the penalty: that to Allah belongs all power, and Allah will strongly enforce the penalty."

These verses tell about the musyrik who are associate Allah with other thing and love other things as equal to Allah. These are some verses from Al-Quran that tell and as reminder to humankind about attitude and behavior those who are committed Major Shirk.

The second aspect of Shirk in Al- Ibadah that is Shirk al-Asghar which means the purpose of doing an ibadah is not towards Allah but to receive rewards from others. In other words, minor shirk is about showing off, pretend in doing Ibadah. They practice the ibadah is not for Allah but because their desire towards worldly matters. This minor shirk is often done by Muslim whether we realize or not because, firstly, we assume that this shirk is nothing compared to major shirk. Secondly, it is human nature to be influenced to something that the base of minor shirk like concern about worldly matters and lastly, it is hidden.

Verily! Those who are showing off (riya) will be called with four names in the Day of Judgement: O those who are showing off, deceiver, musyrik and disbeliever.

This is a hadith of Prophet about the people who are committed minor shirk. They will be called with four names as mentioned above.

INDICATIONS OF MINOR SHIRK

1. When someone praise about one's good deeds, suddenly s/he will increase his/her devotion to Allah, but when someone condemn about their deeds, their devotion to Allah is disappearing or neglect it.
   
2. Energetic and well-behaved when performing religious obligations in a group, whereas when s/he alone, he/her become lazy.
   
3. Try to do charity, but if none of people know about his action, he will not do it.
   

KUFR

Every muslims should believe in the unity of Lordship, worship and names and attributes of Allah. If one denies one of them or all, s/he is considered as unbeliever. Literally, kufr means to cover, conceal, deny, and ignore the truth or existence of Allah. A kafir is a person who, having thus received Allah's benevolence shows no signs of gratitude in his conduct, or even act rebelliously against his Benefactor. He is a person who rejects to worship Allah and to follow his Shariah. The unbeliever has a heart disease that is why they reject the truth. The heart diseases are namely ignorance, tyranny, ingratitude and arrogance. Allah says in Surah Al-Anfal from verse 32 until 35:

"Remember how they said: "O Allah if this is indeed the Truth from Thee, rain down on us a shower of stones from the sky, or send us a grievous penalty. But Allah was not going to send them a penalty whilst thou were amongst them; nor was He going to send it whilst they could ask for pardon. But what plea have they that Allah should not punish them, when they keep out (men) from the sacred Mosque - and they are not its guardians? No men can be its guardians except the righteous; but most of them do not understand. Their prayer at the House (of Allah. is nothing but whistling and clapping of hands: (Its only answer can be), "Taste ye the penalty because ye blasphemed."

In these verses are about the arrogance of the unbelievers by challenge a Penalty by Allah. The arrogance is one of the heart diseases which belong to the unbelievers or kafir. There is a verse which proof that the unbelievers reject the truth revealed to them. The verse is from Surah Al-Zukhruf verse 78:

"Verily We have brought the Truth to you: but most of you have a hatred for Truth."

Additionally, Muslims can be a kafir if they reject the truth of unity of Lordship, worship and Al- Asma wa Sifat. Person who are kufr are likely the person who are committed a minor shirk. Kufr can be viewed from the angle of acceptance or rejection of what has revealed by Allah. If it is rejected, whether it is all of it, part of it or small amount of it, then becomes kufr.

NOTE:

Hisham Ibn Al-Kalbi (737-819) also known as Ibn al-Kalbi an Arabian historian. His full name is Abu al-Munzir Hisaham bin Muhammed bin al-Sa'ib bin Bishr al-Kalbi. Born in Kufa, he spent most of his life in Baghdad. Like his father, he collected information about the genealogies and history of ancient Arab.

Here are some references that I have used:

Ungs 2030: Islamic worldview-Textbook.

Syirik written by Ab. Aziz Bin Mohd Zin

Tawhid and Shirk written by Muhammad Ibrahim Hussain.

UNGS notes

Holy Quran- Text and translation by Abdullah Yusuf Ali.

i am sorry because the sanad for the hadith i forgot to mentioned....i will try to recall or search the hadith....this is my note for my first sem first year...ni copy balik dari hardcopy and jadikan softcopy...

Kelas Malam Ni...

Assalammualaikum.....

tonight, i have a class UNGS 2050...we learned about ethics...hahaahha...i thought diz sem maybe sama macam sem2 sebelum ni....previously, i took UNGS 2030 and UNGS 2040 with Dr Hikmatullah Babu Shahib... the way of his teaching is differ from other...i enjoying myself when in his class.....even he gave banyak keja...a lot of reading...a lot of assignment.....tapi, somehow, i am glad....hehehehhe..Alhamdulillah...

kelas malam ni dia bagi group ngan bagi topic untuk group project...about current issues...topik yang dia bagi:

1)prostitution in chow kit

2)drug rehabilitation

3)transportation chaos

4) poverty eradication...

hum..ni tajuk2 untuk group assigment...so meaning, memang sem ni dia betul2 nak torture...sem lepas ngan sem sebelum ni ok la..keja x la teruk macam ni..tapi x salahkan Dr coz dia ada nasihat dah sem lepas yang sapa asa nak ambik lagi ngan dia, prepare lah...coz UNGS 2050 yang berkaitan ngan ethics tu maybe though....but i did not listen to him..hahahaha...

my friend, law student, Aji namanya, dapat tajuk prostitution in chow kit...maksudnya, dia kena la g interview dan cuba mengenal pasti masalah dan solusinya tentang gejala tu....

group saya pulak dapat tajuk transportation chaos....agak payah juga bagi saya..coz saya lebih suka tajuk poverty tu...tapi his word is final..titik...terima ja.....

suka sangat cara dia mengajar....coz sangat2 lah berbeza...lagipun saya ambik dengan dia lagi sebab nak belajar present and speaking..nak improve macam na saya patut cakap depan orang ramia...doakan saya mampu buat yang terbaik uuntuk grup asignment tu ek....lepas ni memang kena rajin membaca la saya...dengan macroeconomics, microeconomics, UNGS, dan lain2...semua subjek killer...lalalallallaal..

Selamat Hari Lahir Awak.….

Assalammualaikum…..

First of all, Alhamdulillah…..kerana masih diberikan peluang untuk hidup atas dunia ini….heheheheehe…..today is my birthday….saya dah semakin meningkat dewasa..tapi muka still maintain muda kot…hehehhehe….. Sebelum tu, nak cerita tentang 14 hb…um…14 haribulan tu, biasa la…..mula kelas pukul 8.30 dan habis pukul 5 petang..huhuhuhu..letih…beli buku lagi, pastu deactivate facebook..hehehehhe….napa ek saya deactive?????

Mungkin juga tindakan saya ni boleh dinilai sebagai tak matang or apa2 la yang sewaktu dengannya…mungkin ada proportion yang kata saya ni apa2 pun, tak kisah la…saya tak marah pon..hehehehehhe….kenapa saya harus deactive, sedangkan nanti orang lain boleh ja nak wish kat saya melalui facebook tu…and at the same time dapat juga bagitau my friends dalam tu yang besoknya adalah birthday saya….kan???kan??mungkin tindakan saya ni nampak amatlah bodoh dan tak professional…. Before deactivate tu, saya buat status yang saya nak merasa kehidupan real life sekejap dan nak tinggalkan alam maya untuk sementara waktu..hehehehe…because in the real world, beberapa orang ja yang tahu birthday saya…saya tahu dalam dunia ni ada kegembiraan dan saya yang perlu cari sendiri..tapi, saya nak juga ambik jalan yang tak da sapa pon yang tahu tentang birthday saya….coz I wanna feel da pain..and actually saya ada pain sendiri…hahahahha….

Let's forget about that, lepas balik kelas pukul 5 tu, p lepak bilik Fawaz, and bincang2 dengan dia..ajak dia p beli kek…cakap la depan Qasim, acap, ngan fauzan….saja ja..hehehhehe..pastu semua macam busy..ada meeting…hum…blur gak..nak ajak sapa ek…masa tu, semua plan saya seem kelam kabut gila….and Fawwaz adalah tanya2 nak beli kek birthday untuk sapa???hehhehehe..kejam juga saya…main2kan depa…cakap la lat fawaz.."ada la..mana boleh gtau…malam2 nanti la aku gtau..nanti x surprise la…" memang depa ada gak la macam memaksa, tapi selamat mampu jaga lagi…pastu, malam tu, tak tahu nak ajak sapa pi beli..nasib bek Afiq dosmy free..ajak la dia p… hahahahhaaa…

Lepas isya ja, terus gerak p kedai kek dekat plaza idaman….budget around 80 ja…coz saya tak tahu harga kek yang semasa….huhuhhu..sampai kedai kek King's Confectionery tu, afiq macam tensen la….coz saya ni lama memilih..hahahaha..payah kot nak buat decision….hehehehehe….kesian kat dia lak…I did take a long time nak pilih kek tu…coz, saya nak beli banyak….Alhamdulillah…dapat juga beli…saya beli 4 biji kek..2 besar, 2 kecik…harga pula, agak la mahal…boleh beli 3 buah buku untuk sem ni…..awal tu nak beli 5, tapi duit tak cukup lak….huuhuhuhu…so beli la empat…masa kak yang keja kat situ tanya nak tulis apa2 kat kek tu, saya gtau la tulis happy birthday amirah untuk kek kecik tu..happy birthday, thank you untuk kek kecik satu lagi yang saya bagi kat aishah ngan nana dan yang sewaktu dengannya…pastu kek besar tu satu saya tulis happy birthday my friends and bagi kat kawan2 saya….yang satu lagi tu mestilah untuk saya….saya suruh kak tu tulis happy birthday to me…heheheehhe..nampak macam sedihkan ayat kat kek saya tu….tapi, em, tu cara saya nak happykan diri sendiri..hehehhehe…

Balik tu bagi la kek kat amirah sendiri…ah b4 tu, Amirah tu kawan saya masa dari sekolah menengah lagi..sekelas..kadang saya selalu minta tolong dia..and ingat lagi, masa saya kena samun dulu, minta tolong dia ajak buat I/C ngan no phone…hehehehe…pastu tunggu Aishah lak nak bagi kek…pastu balik bilik…masa kat bilik ni, managed la untuk deceived Fauzan…I said kat dia, "aku ada kek ni..japgi kita makan"..masa tu Fauzan ja ada…pastu dia tanya la kek apa and napa lak? Pastu saya jawab la..saya beli kek tu untuk perempuan yang saya suka..tapi kena reject..buat ayat sedih kat dia…cakap kat dia..nak buat macam mana, perempuan tu tak suka kat aku…huhuhuhuhu..sebab tu aku bawa balik kek ni….ada la lagi yang sama tambah2 and buat muka down…tapi masa tu asa agak sebak so, balik la bilik..hahaha….ter-over feeling lak…pastu p balik bilik depa dan main game pes ngan imran….masa main tu, Imran ada tanya, ang ni x pernah marah orang ka???x pernah nampak pon nak marah orang or emo….dia tanya lagi, ang ni jenis tk reti nak marah orang ka???hehehhehehe…saya jawab, aah..aku x reti marah….( actually imran, aku tahu juga terasa hati dan marah ni..tapi aku Cuma tak tahu nak express kan ja…kadang2 cara aku marah tu mungkin lain dari lain…hehehehe…)…forget about this unimportant thing..

Before tu ada minta acap sponsor air…hahahaha…and a lil bit terharu ngan kata2 acap..dia cakap, lau aku tau aku blanja domino dah..hahahahha..relax acap…today is my treat….hehehehe…and xtualy, masa pukul 12 tu, semua macam terpingga2 because depa still wandering besday sapa..hehehehe..pastu saya kuarkan IC and tunjuk…I wont tell them dat I am sad…I would rather created a happiness than let them know that I am sad…sory kawan2..ahahahah…then makan la kek tu..sedap juga kek tu..x sia2 habiskan duit…at dat time…hati ni ada gak gembira tengok depa pon gembira..heheheheh….kebahagian, kegembiraan x dapat dinilai dengan wang ringgit.

I spent a lot dat nite…RM 163….tapi, got discount RM 62…coz register jadi member..kalau register jadi member, kena bayar yuran 20 ringgit and dapat diskaun 50%, so lepas fikir2, ok…saya nak 4 biji kek ngan jadi ahli..hahahahaha…tapi sedih..x dapat beli untuk adik2 makan…nanti balik cuti saya beli la apa2 kat budak2 tu..hahahha….total expenses, RM 101.50..heheheheheh..balik dengan tingal satu ringgit..hahahahaha….tapi x menyesal….

Kek coklat yang besar tu harga Rm 53 each….pastu kek orange lak RM 29, kek sponge lak RM 28….

p/s…

Kek untuk my friends tu saya bagi sebagai tanda terima kasih, tanda minta maaf coz saya maybe ada lupakan korang semua, x da bagi gift masa bday korang dan x nah ucap masa bday korang..sebab saya x kuat ingatan..kek tu mungkin hadiah untuk korang…pastu saya nak orang happy, coz tu adalah hadiah untuk besday saya dari diri saya sendiri…saya x minta orang ingat besday saya, tapi saya lebih suka share saat gembira saya dengan korang…banyak lagi sebabnya..tapi malas tulis…

Kek untuk amirah…..kek tu saya bagi kat dia coz masa kat PJ, masa mula2 masuk U, saya banyak pinjam duit dia, minta tolong dia, pastu ingat dia buat surprise masa besday saya dekat nilai dulu..walaupun ala kadar, tapi saya terharu juga….dan tanda terima kasih saya juga sebab dia tolong saya masa saya kena samun dulu..tolong temankan pergi buat IC,no phone…

Kek thanks and happy besday tu, saya bagi dekat aishah, the owner of blog talk about me, nana the owner of blog hadiah daripada hati and suraya the owner of blog sunshine's story and their members…thanks sangat2 kat aishah coz sudi tolong saya..masa tu saya x dapat cari back up plan, coz semua back up plan saya sibuk..nasib baik aishah free..thanks….

Kek for me…adalah hadiah untuk saya sendiri..bagi saya, kalau x da orang nak celebrate untuk saya, tak kan saya nak sedih ja kan…x kan nak tunggu orang tolong celebrate, dari saya tunggu, lebih baik saya celebrate sendiri…at least saya tak terasa..dan saya sangat happy sebab semalam dapat buat lain dari yang lain…heheheehehe…saya dapat buat orang terharu..dan depa x dapat buat saya terharu…hehehehehe..kreatifnya saya….hehehehehe..love u all…..saya buat ni sebab ada benda juga menganggu fikiran ni…heheheheh..kerana, mungkin lepas ni saya x dapat ingat besday kawan2 saya or lain2….hehehehehe…ntah, saya x reti nak cakap kenapa saya buat macam ni.. x reti nak tulis….

sebab terlalu nak lari dari abnyak soal, terus makan kek tu tanpa sempat nak tangkap gambar..last skali sempat tangkap gambar kek 2 slices ja...so kena la buka tenet cari gambar...huhuhu

Alhamdulillah….Allah tu maha pemurah..Maha adil…dan segalanya milikNya…saya bersyukur sangat2….tak tahu dah nak tulis apa..x dapat tulis dah..hahahahaa.. xnak sebak…lalalalala..assalammualaikum…

bila dah habis makan baru tangkap..kek saya....

ni kek untuk saya n my friends

ni lak kek sponge tu...

kek orange...

malas dah nak susun gambar..huahauahauahua

Thanks To Zaty and Nisa...

Thanks guy....hehehehehhe..saya minta maaf...saya main2 ja...actually saya x nak letakkan price untuk buku yang saya pinjamkan....dah Zaty tanya ada kena bayar x, i just wanna have fun and said dat i want kek sebiji on 15 Julai....hahahahha...

tapi, tiba2, depa take serious lak...belikan saya kek...hehehehee..thanks.....sedap sangat..warna koko lak tu...saya suka....hehehehehehe.....um...saya rasa bersalah la pula.....sebab Zaty dah belikan kek...hum...padahal buku ja pon...alamak...kejam sangat ka saya?????hum....

x pa la..nanti besday dia, saya ganti balik la...hehhehhee...sory zaty... i am juz kidding ja....huhuhuhuhuhu....kesian lak kat depa...ala..mak...tolong....

Dalam Botol!....cerita melayu...karya Raja Azmi....

Assalammualaikum.......

Post kali bukan bermaksud nak mencari pasal.....cuma.....ingin meluahkan perasaan kurang senang saya dengan berita sensasi tentang adegan bogel dalam filem ni.....tadi ada baca tentang ni....dekat library.....

statement Raja Azmi, dia cakap, dia bukan nak mencipta kontrovesi.....dia just nak berdakwah ja....murni niat dia, tapi, maybe salah jalan sikit....Raja Azmi juga ada minta pandangan imam dan lain2, tapi, mungkin dia salah faham tentang maklumat yang disampaikan oleh imam tu...walaupun saya tak tengok lagi cerita ni, tapi saya nak kritik sangat2 pendapat Raja Azmi yang mengatakan adegan mandi bogel tu adalah adegan yang paling penting......

apa yang pentingnya adegan itu?????apa manfaatnya????ok...Raja Azmi cakap, masyarakat kini lebih terbuka pemikirannya...i do agree....tapi, oleh sebab sifat keterbukaan yang terlampau sangat tanpa berfikir oleh segelintir masyarakat kita, banyak masalah sosial berlaku...seperti seks bebas, pakaian pon ntah apa2...dan lain2 yang anda sendiri boleh senaraikan...

hum..apa yang pentingnya part tu???kalau lah Raja Azmi tu faham islam, banyak lagi cara lain nak berdakwah....cara melalui hiburan memang salah satu darinya, tapi janganlah terlampau sampai ada adegan2 tak senonoh tu....macam tu ka orang islam nak berdakwah???menunjukkan kebodohan umat islam itu sendiri....

kita umat islam tahu,belajar tentang batasan aurat....kita tahu mana yang boleh kita dedah dan mana yang kita tak boleh dedah...kalau la umat islam sendiri mendedahkan aurat tu, mana letaknya agama????sedangkan agama tak bagi kita tolerate ngan benda macam tu...kan??? macam dalam surah al-kafirun yang banyak bercerita tentang larangan dalam agama....ayat yang last sekali yang bermaksud " Bagi kamu agama kamu dan bagiku agamaku."....kalau analisis maksud ni elok2, bab agama memang kita tak boleh tolerate....

maybe ada la argument yang mengatakan Islam ada bagi kelonggaran...tapi, kita ni manusia yang dikurniakan akal fikiran...kita patut fikir perkara mana yang Islam bagi kelonggaran...kalau bab adegan bogel ni pon depa anggap sebagai satu kelonggaran dalam berdakwah, memang pemahaman kita atas agama tu amatlah cetek....

kalau kita guna akal fikiran, wajarkah kita meletakkan adegan mandi bogel tu????sedangkan Shariah melarang perbuatan mendedahkan aurat tu?????tidak kah kita sedar yang kita sedang mempersendakan agama kita?????cuba kita fikir akibat dari penayangan adegan tu....kalau ditayangkan, tahu2 la remaja sekarang macam mana..parent sekarang macam mana...kalau kita observe betul2....

ni ja la pendapat saya tentang filem ni...walaupun untuk tujuan berdakwah, tapi cara yang digunakan agak kurang sesuai....moga Allah memberi petunjuk kepada Raja Azmi untuk mengarah filem yang betul2 berlandaskan Al-Quran dan As- Sunnah....Saya minta maaf..bukan niat saya untuk memburukkan orang..saya pun bukan lah sempurna sangat....cuma kita doakan lah kita sentiasa di landasan yang betul...Amin...

First Day As A Second Year Student

Alhamdulillah.....

Masih ku diberikan peluang untuk hidup...Alhamdulillah....Now, i am declaring myself as a student economics..hehehehehe....i am majoring in economics????hum....somehow, i just men blaja ja...i do not have any specific ambition...laallalalalalala....

First day ni memang agak kelam kabut juga la...coz, nak kena register dua subjek secara manual...hhuhuhuuhu...nasib baik dapat..lambat juga nak setel benda tu....nak buat macam mana..nak ambik accounting, macam banyak halangan ja....huhuhuhu

First class attended adalah kelas Macroeconomics....huish...bila masuk ja, dengar lecturer bercakap, asa macam nak drop ja..or better leave this university and keluar buat kulinari........hehehehehe....coz macam payah sikit...at dat time, memang rasa down sangat...i need someone to keep me survive here...

jadual sem ni pulak....adoyai..letih....imagine....hari isnin ngan rabu klas start pukul 8.30 and end at 5 pm.....huhuhuhuhu..maybe a lil bit tired.....selasa dengan khamis lak relax sikit..macam mana pun bersyukur la coz dapat subjek...

Petang tu pula kelas UNGS.....hehehehe...saya suka lecturer yang ajar saya UNGS tu, but asa macam sem ni dia macam lebih strict ja...mesti banyak keja dia bagi....huhuhuhuhuhuhu...and from his explanation, i am expected, he will kill us...lalallalalalala....kata2 dia yang masih bermain kat kepala ni adalah, u will find the power behind my words.....setelah dua sem ngan dia, hehehehe...saya tahu, every words he had uttered always keep me thinking.....we agree for disagree..the rule in that clas..means, kita berhak untuk membangkang pendapat dia and dia berhak membangkang pendapat kita dengan bukti, dalil, ayat yang relevan....

and not to forget, first day, saya dah start pakai semua pakaian yang ada relation ngan warna koko......baju kemeja= koko nak cream, seluar=koko, kasut=koko..lalalallalaala.....

juz first day, asa agak sedih on certain or more specific to one thing..huhuhuhuhu..

apa2 pon, hope sem ni mampu la skor...walaupun subjek semuanya subjek yang sukar.....tapi, layan ja la...and new azam..kurangkan syisya...hahahhaha...

lastly, saya harap saya mampu berjaya....and able to pass all subjek...amin...em, dean list????tak pernah terfikir nak bagi dapat..lau ada rezeki dapat la...hahahahha

Merempit and Wayang...

Assalammualaikum.....

today is 11 July 2010.....the day i created another experience.....hehehhehehe...semalam ikut fawwaz balik rumah dia dekat cheras perdana....hahhahaha....balik guna moto Junaidi coz Fawwaz tak bawa moto dia...i am having fun kat rumah Fawwaz coz boleh tengok One Piece..hehehehhe...

Then, pagi ni, ada la ura2 kata Acap ajak tengok Twilight:Eclipse......hum... i just said, aku x kisah...hahahha..ikut ja...then, ni la first time saya bawa moto sorang2 yang jaraknya jauh....before ni juz area around UIA and Taman Melawati....Hari ni bawa dari Cheras ke UIA.....enjoy juga la...coz leh bawa at full throttle.....full speed la juga....and sometimes asa bez sebab lama x bawa laju2....tapi asa risau juga coz banyak kali nak langgar divider.....coz masa nak belok kat selekoh dengan kelajuan yang agak merbahaya tu, tayar moto tu macam sukar nak kawal..tapi, Alhamdulillah coz masih lagi selamat...sampai ja Uia, salin baju, pastu terus gerak g KLCC tengok wayang bersama 6 lagi rakan...

Kami tengok Eclipse pukul 12.30.....it was paid off...memang agak bez la.....hehehehe...however, while watching it, saya juz banyak berfikir coz ada ayat dari Edward and Jacob yang menganggu benak minda saya..let's keep it as secret...hahahahha...so sad...hahaha...bez juga kan cerita ni....heheheheheh...memang ok la untuk ditonton....heehehehehe

Berakhirnya Cuti, Bermulanya Semester Baru....

Assalammualaikum.....

Berakhirnya cuti semester saya.....huhuhuhuhuhu...tak sedih dan tak gembira sangat...hehehehehehe......

Hum...cuti semester 3 minggu, but, i spent 2 minggu dekat rumah and 1 minggu dekat KL......Cuti semester ni banyak habiskan masa tido kat rumah, main game dan lepak2 dengan kawan2 lama....hehehehheehehhe....macam boring juga la....coz asa lonely sikit..hahahha...tapi dah tak kisah dah....benda dah lepas...even sempat dok rumah 2 minggu ja, i managed untuk pergi tempat yang saya nak pergi...contohnya pergi melawat tok cik ngan tok lang...setiap kali balik cuti mesti balik pi jenguk depa...hehehehehehhe...sapa lagi nak tengok depa kan...kena jaga juga hati orang tua2 tu..tak nak buat depa rasa depa dilupai...coz i know hot it feels bila ada orang tak ingat kita... Lepas tu pi rumah kawan2, jumpa kawan2...Alhamdulillah coz mampu pi jumpa kawan2 laki yang sama kelas dulu and kawan kaki lepak..tapi sayang tak sempat jumpa wan gemuk dan amin before balik sini....hum....cuti saya banyak diluangkan untuk tido dan main game kat laptop ja.....

Lepas tu, 4 hb malam, bertolak ke Kl coz ada appointment dengan doktor 6 hb...semester buka 12 hb that is tomorrow, so saya spent my holiday here dengan online dan tido.....hehehehe..kawan2 lain jadi committee taaruf, so tinggal la saya sorang2...nasib badan....feel agak lonely and boring....tapi tak la boring sangat...nasib baik leh online..Alhamdulillah.... Overall, saya sebenarnya tak kisah pun sama da cuti ka tak....coz saya ni mungkin berlain dari orang..hehehehhe....lagipun selepas ni saya nak kena biasakan dengan keadaan lonely tu...Moga Allah membantu saya dalam hidup ni..Amin....

9 hb aritu pula add/ drop or register subjek...agak geram juga coz saya mampu dapat 12 credit hours which mean i only dapat 4 sbjek..minimum workload tu....huhuhuhuhu...sedih juga.....tapi tak pa la...saya nak cuba add manual....hehehhehe..doakan saya dapat add manual....

azam sem baru??????saya selalu ka ada azam????heheheehehehee...actually, saya tak tahu apa azam saya....maybe i will try harder....try to understand more.....and lain2....yang penting, saya rasa saya nak enjoy and try to overcome the loneliness yang sedang melanda.....i hope i will be able to smile...hehehehehhe....selamat belajar untuk saya...hehehhehe...

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assalammualaikum....

Alhamdulillah coz masih lagi hidup dan menghirup oksigen yang percuma ni.....tak tahu nak tulis apa coz idea dah tak ada......huhuhuhuhuhuhu

pagi ni bersyukur coz dapat makan free...breakfast and lunch... committee catering bawa balik makanan a.k.a. my friends.....heheheheheh..jimat....harini saya banyak berfikir tentang satu benda ja.....hehehehehhe...mati...

hum...pas breakfast, buka la frenster and belek2 message yang lama tu and terbaca la message tentang seorang sahabat yang mati...ni la message tu....

erti sebuah persahabatan

> > MALAM TADI KAMU DAN KAWAN BAIKMU BERTENGKAR.

> > KAMU MEMBUAT KEPUTUSAN TAK MAHU BERCAKAP DGNNYA KEESOKAN HARINYA.

> > DIA SENYUM KEPADAMU.SEBALIKNYA KAMU MENGETAP GIGIMU KPDNYA.

> > DIA MENCERITAKAN PERKARA YG BAIK TENTANG KAMU KPD KWAN2NYA YG LAIN.

> > KAMU PULA MENYEBARKAN KHABAR ANGIN MENGENAINYA.

> > DIA CUBA MENDEKATIMU DAN MENEGURMU.

> > TAPI KAMU TOLAKNYA KE TEPI.

> > BAGINYA KAMU SEORG KAWAN YG TERBAIK.

> > KAMU PULA RASA DIA SEORG KAWAN YG PALING TERUK PERNAH KAMU JUMPA.

> > DIA PUN MENULIS NOTA KPDMU DAN MENCERITAKAN SEMULA KENANGAN MANIS YG

> > PERNAH KAMU DAN DIA KONGSI BERSAMA.

> > KAMU PULA MENULIS SEMUA SAAT BURUK YG KAMU INGAT SEPANJANG BERSAMANYA.

> > JAUH DI SUDUT HATIMU KAMU MENGASIHANINYA. TAPI DI HATIMU SUDAH PENUH

> > DGN

> > KEBENCIAN.

> > KEESOKAN HARINYA KAMU JUMPA SATU NOTA DRPDNYA:

> > DEAR_________,

> > SAYA CUBA MEMBERITAHU KAMU SEMLM TAPI KAMU TAK BERI PELUANG UTK SAYA

> > BERCAKAP. SAYA CUBA BERITAHU KAMU BERITA GEMBIRA TAPI KAMU TAKUT UTK

> > MENDENGARNYA.SAYA CUBA UTK SENYUM KPDMU TAPI KAMU SAMBUT SENYUMAN SAYA

> > DGN KEBENCIAN. SKRG NI KEADAAN SAYA SGT TERUK DAN MAKIN TERUK.

> > SAYA MINTA MAAF SBB HARI NI SAYA TAK DPT BERJUMPA DGN KAMU.

> > SAYA TULIS SURAT SEMASA SAYA DI HOSPITAL.SAYA SUDAH KESUNTUKAN MASA.

> > SAYA MINTA MAAF SBB TERPAKSA BERITAHU KAMU SKRG.

> > SAYA MINTA MAAF ATAS PERGADUHAN KITA,KAMU MMG SEORG KAWAN YG HEBAT.

> > SAYA JANJI SAYA AKAN SENTIASA MEMERHATIKAN KAMU.

> > SALAM KASIH SAYANG,

> > ________________

> > KAMU PUN BERLARI KE HOSPITAL UTK MEMINTA MAAF PDNYA.

> > TAPI HANYA IBUNYA SAJE YG ADA DI SITU.

> > IBUNYA MENEKAP MUKANYA DGN KEDUA BELAH TGNNYA.

> > DAN DIA PUN MENANGIS.DIA MELUTUT DAN BERDOA SUPAYA TUHAN KEMBALIKAN

> > ANAKNYA.

> > KAMU SUDAH TERLAMBAT.

> > KAMU BERHARAP DPT BERITAHU KAWANMU YG KAMU MINTA MAAF DAN UCAPKAN

> > SELAMAT TINGGAL.

> > PENGAJARANNYA:

> > SEMUA KAWAN ADA MASA NAIK DAN TURUN.DAN KADANGKALA KAMU PERLU MEMINTA

> > MAAF.JGN TUNGGU ORG LAIN MELAKUKANNYA DULU.SBB KAMU TAKKAN TAHU APE

> > AKAN

> > TERJADI ESOK HARI.

> > KALAU KAMU BENAR2 SYGKAN KAWANMU DAN SANGGUP BERKAWAN HINGGA NAFAS

> > TERAKHIR,TOLONG FORWARDKAN EMAIL INI DAN TUNJUKKAN PDNYA YG KAMU

> > BENAR2

> > MEMPUNYAI HATI DAN PERASAAN...

lepas ja baca yang ni, agak sedih juga la....lepastu p masjid...solat jumaat....dalam perjalanan tu, nampak la dak foreigner ni....hum...kulit putih ja...bila aku leh jadi putih gak ek...getus hati kecil ini.....pastu, terfikir...x lama lagi aku akan jadi putih juga...bila aku dah dikafankan..hehehhehehe....

masa nak masuk dalam masjid terfikir something...apa beza ek meningati mati ngan memikirkan mati????hum..lama juga la layan perasaan ni....tapi bia dulu...dengar khutbah dulu....tapi khutbah hari ni lain dari yang lain...khatib menangis...saya ada gak la rasa sebak sikit....masa tu memang fikir sangat tentang mati.....coz khutbah harini khatib cakap tentang israk Mikraj ngan diselitkan situasi kat palestin......khatib kata, warga palestin berjihad...fardhu ain bagi depa....tapi, di manakah umat islam????laung khatib...kemudian bercucuran air mata dia...hum....khatib yang berkhutbah mengunakan hati...sebak seketika...umat islam lalai dengan hiburan, sukan..dan lain....

actually, pagi ni memang saya rasa sedih juga bila bangun tu...hehhehehe..secret....pas habis khutbah tu, fikir balik tentang perbezaan tu....saya berpendapat......kalau memikirkan mati tu, kita akan takut ja...macam nak lari ja dari mati tu....kalau kita mengingati mati tu asa lak keinsafan dalam diri ni....mungkin sebab tu dalam Al-Quran dan Sunnah banyak kata mengingati mati.......

tapi, saya pun macam orang lain juga....kadang2 kejap ja insaf....pastu lalai pula...tapi, saya bersyukur sangat sebab pagi ni saya bangun dalam keadaan bersedih.....boleh juga saya mengingati Pencipta saya...Alhamdulillah...terima kasih Allah kerana memberi peluang untuk ku terus hidup.....masa jalan nak g masjid juga saya ada fikir....hehehhehe...macam merungut juga la....."kan senang kalau aku ni x ingat sangat...leh lupa semua kesedihan....Alhamdulilah, Allah ada membolakkan hati saya....kemudian saya fikir lak macam ni...."aku nak jadi pelupa...sedangkan orang lain x nak"...kita nak lupakan benda yang buat kita sedih....orang yang pelupa lak nak kuat ingatan sebab depa boleh gembira....kadang2, bila ada benda yang buat kita sedih, sebenarnya benda tu buat kita hargai sebuah kegembiraan...lantas, teringat la firman Allah yang mengatakan manusia ni tak bersyukur...insaf la seketika....

Kita memang jarang bersyukur kan????yang kita tahu hanyalah complain ja...huhuhuhuhuh...diri ini pun semacam juga.....jarang bersyukur...tapi Allah tu Maha Penyayang...Dia sayang hamba2 dia.....

teringat saya ada baca dulu2 yang para sahabat menangis kalau tak ditimpakan ujian dari Allah...mereka mengeluh...Allah tak sayangkan mereka sehingga tak memberi ujian...huhuhuhu...sampai macam tu tahap keimanan depa...jeles2....hum....baru sedar kenapa ,ereka inginkan ujian.....

Ya Allah...aku rela ditimpakan dengan kesusahan andai dengan cara itu aku mampu mendekatiMu....aku rela dijauhkan dari kesenangan dunia andai benda tu mampu melalikan Ku.....Ku serahkan hatiku untukMu...tetapkan lah hati ku dengan Al-Quran dan Sunnah RasulMu.....

Amin.......

Aku bersaksi bahawa tiada tuhan melainkan Allah dan Aku bersaksi bahawa Nabi Muhammad itu pesuruh Mu....alangkah indahnya jika aku mampu menghayati maksud kalimah ini...memahami maksud sebagai mana difahami oleh Saidina Abu Bakar, Umar, Uthman, Ali, dan orang2 yang beriman....aku mohon petunjuk dan hidayahMu YA ALLAH.....

p/s....kepada sahabatku semua, aku minta maaf andai ada salah dan silap yang telah aku lakukan kepadamu....maafkan aku andai lisan ku kadang2 tak terjaga....maafkan aku andai tindakan ku melukakan melukakan mu..... Aku memohon maaf atas segala perbuatanku, kata2ku.....maafkan kau....

I am Talking To Myself...

Assalammualaikum...heheheehehe..ni lagi satu post yang merapu juga...malas nak susun jadual....lagipun tak tau nak ambik apa sem ni..huuhuhuuuhuhu

hum...cuma asa nak menulis ja....

kalau saya sedih sebab orang lupa saya,

"saya sendiri pun kadang2 lupakan Pencipta saya...."

kalau saya sedih bila orang sakiti saya,

"kadang2 aku ada juga sakiti orang tanpa aku sedari"

kalau saya terasa hati ngan orang,

"aku pun ada buat orang terasa hati juga..."

kalau saya sedih sebab tak da orang teman saya,

"aku pun kadang2 tak teman orang yang tengah keseorangan"

kalau saya fikir kawan2 aku lupa aku ka????

"mesti sebab aku lupakan depa"

ketika saya rasa saya susah,

"ada lagi orang yang susah dari aku"

huuuhuhuhuhu...saja ja nak tulis.....nak minta maaf juga kat semua orang...if i macam lupakan u all...bukan lupa sangat..tapi macam segan nak cari..takut menyusahkan u all...takut gak nak cari takut ganggu hidup orang...hum...sory22

The Reason by Hoobastank

Assalammualaikum....um...ni satu lagi lagu favourite saya dari masa sekolah menengah lagi...lagu yang paling saya minat juga la......

"The Reason"

I'm not a perfect person

There's many things I wish I didn't do

But I continue learning

I never meant to do those things to you

And so I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know

I've found out a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you

It's something I must live with everyday

And all the pain I put you through

I wish that I could take it all away

And be the one who catches all your tears

Thats why i need you to hear

I've found out a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is You

and the reason is You [x3]

I'm not a perfect person

I never meant to do those things to you

And so I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know

I've found out a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show

A side of me you didn't know

A reason for all that I do

And the reason is you ...

Dating Alone....

Assalammualaikum...hehhehehehe

tak tahu nak letak title apa....so merapu ja la......hehhehehehe

hari ni saya ada date dengan seseorang..... so, pagi ni bangun la awal.....hehhehe..siap wangi2....tapi tak la pakai hensem sangat...juz pakai t-shirt dengan jeans ja.....heheehehe....tak reti nak hensem..saya juz jadi saya ja...hehehehehe

janji pukul 9 pagi....hehehhehehe.....tapi pergi awal gila...seawal pukul 7.30 pagi...hehhehe...tak sabar...hahahhaha....sampai sana awal juga la.....hehehhee..pukul 8.30 macam tu la....tak pa...biar kita tunggu orang...jangan bagi orang tunggu kita....(tapi kadang2 tu saya ada la juga buat orang tunggu saya)huhuhuhuhu....sampai2 ja, tunjuk la kad kat kaunter tu, pastu kena la marah...adoi...nasib...sapa soh tanya soklan bodoh...hahahahah....kak kat kaunter tu cakap.before saya boleh jumpa orang yang saya nak jumpa tu, saya kena pi tangkap gambaq dulu(akan gtau gambaq apa....tapi pasni la)......tangkap la gambaq 3 keping...pastu pi kat kaunter tu dan menunggu dengan penuh sabar...huis...berdebar juga la...hahahahahaha...

tak lama lepas tu, ada la kak ni panggil suruh bayar dulu.....tak pa....bayar yang 5 ringgit untuk pendaftaran....tak lama kemudian kak tu panggil saya untuk jumpa orang yang saya nak jumpa tu...hehehehehehe....buka pintu dengan penuh hati2...hahahahha....pas masuk tu, sembang la jap, tunjuk gambar tu....pastu dia soh saya buang perhiasan kat tangan saya tu.....ish....ok la...ikut ja la....pastu p la buang...masa nak buang ni agak takut la juga....coz perhiasan yang saya pakai tu bukan leh main cabut ja.....kena potong....p la jumpa abang kat bilik 23.....skali dia bawa benda macam gaji tu,tapi yang bulat tu....erh....risau tak tau nak kata....takut japgi tak pasal tangan putus/luka...huhuhuhuhuhu...

kalau ada camera tu, memang dah rakam dah la....greng...greng...greng.....ai...menyirap darah...jangan dok p potong tangan skali sudah...hahhahhhahaha.....lepas ja buang benda tu kena la basuh....perh...first kena air....rasa sejuk tu sampai ke tulang....cuci2 bagi nampak hensem sikit, pastu p la jumpa orang yang sedang menunggu saya....hehehhehehehe

sampai ja kat tempat kami jumpa tu...bilik no 12....(jangan pk lain!)....jumpa dia, lepas tu dia tengok, dia bagi jawapan yang menakutkan...huhhhuhuhu....saya terkejut dengan jawapan beliau...saya ingatkan ok ja....rupa2nya.....kebenaran tu amatlah menyakitkan...huhuhuhuhu...tapi tak pa la...kita kena redha kan....lepas ja kuar tu, asa risau ada dan macam2 la....p kat kaunter tu, dia bagi tarikh baru lak untuk jumpa...huhuhuhuhuhu.....

tu la kisah saya harini dekat HKL......gambaq tu gambaq X-Ray......perhiasan tangan tu Fiberglass yang saya pakai....hehehehe..orang yang saya date tu doktor....hehehehhehe...jawapan lak, saya ingatkan tangan ni retak ja...rupa2nya patah...doktor kata tulang yang patah tu tulang yang penting....kena selalu exercise bagi darah jalan...kalau darah tak jalan elok, tulang tu akan mati...huhuhuhuhu......bulan depan kena pi lagi...huhuhhuhuhu

lepas ja habis semua tu, jalan la pi chow kit.....hehehehee...p makan roti canai kat kedai harun roti canai......pas habis makan pi la supermarket uo kat situ beli chocolate ngan syampu...heheheheh....habis dua puluh...hahahaha...pastu spent my time jalan2 kat sekitar chow kit tu.....x serik lagi saya jalan sorang2 lepas kena samun bulan dua dulu...hahahahaha....jalan sampai pukul 11.30...pastu tunggu bas dan balik rehat....huhuhuhuhu......orang lain jadi committee....so...spent my time online start dari pagi sampai ke malam...first tu dating ngan doktor...pastu dating alone.....hahahhaa....best2....

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